Things are doing well I guess. Of Course there is the never ending cycle of work work work. I've really been missing Steven today. I want to be near him so badly. I talked to him for a little bit online yesterday, and it seems like it was so long ago. His internet connection wasn't very good, so we didn't get to talk very long, but I cherish every moment I get to communicate with him.
I miss our conversations. I remember coming home from work, and after getting settled down after our day, and just laying in the bed with the tv on and just talking to each other. I miss that so much. Some days are so much easier than others. There have been times where I've gone into this deep depression and I feel like I can't go on and at those lowest moments, it seems as if he knows or something cause he always manages to sign online or call me. When I hear his voice or get his IMs I feel refreshed, like I could do anything in this world. He doesn't realize how much of an effect he has on me.
Now Don't get me wrong Amanda is an awesome friend, and it's great to have someone to talk to, but it's just not the same. I'm sure that she feels the same way when it comes to her husband.
I know I'm being all sappy right now, I guess this is just one of those "Gibberish" blogs. LOL. I'm just missing my best friend. my lover right now.
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