This year I'm just really not feeling the Christmas spirit. A lot of it has to do with Steven being gone, it's just not the same with him not here; and the rest, is pretty much because my family and I aren't really getting along, but that's nothing new. So this year, instead of buying a Big Christmas tree and going all out, I just went with a small 4 Ft. tree, just for MariElena. If it wasn't for her, I don't think that I would have even done that at all, but I couldn't just not do anything for her sake. Well, we put it up tonight and she just had the best time. She was so excited about putting all the ornaments on it, it was so cute. I remember those days of excitement when I was younger. Too bad we don't keep that innocence when we get older.
Here are some Pictures of MariElena Decorating the Pictures.
Here are some Pictures of MariElena Decorating the Pictures.
Just a few more people to shop for, and I'll be done. To be Honest, I can't wait until it's all over and done with. I just can't get myself to enjoy this time of year knowing that Steven won't be able to enjoy Christmas with his family, or even at all. He had told me that he would be working on Christmas day. It's not the same at all with him not here. I can't wait until he comes back home, things would be so much better for the both of us. I just need to hang in there, and be strong for him, there's nothing else I can do, but that.
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AWW, girl I know how you feel. It is not the same when you get older if you don't have that loved one there to share it all with. We will have to get together and take the kids down riverside so they can see the lights when they get put up. Well girl, I am here if ya need me.
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