So In Love

Today I talked to Steven, and it was such a relief to hear his voice. I was worried especially after hearing about the 2 guys that died from his unit. They finally got the lines back up, and he called me. One of the soldiers was a friend of his. I can't imagine going through the things that he has to endure while out there. After talking to him, I felt so selfish. I was upset that I hadn't heard from him, and I was only thinking of myself, and not thinking of what he was going through. I wish I had knew.

I think that talking about things kind of soothed his pain a little. I'm so very glad that he feels that he can open up to me and tell me how he feels. That is the one thing that I love about our relationship. We can always tell each other about how we feel one way or another, and we try our hardest to understand each other.

Even though I don't talk to him as much as I'd like, when I do talk to him, he makes every minute that I do talk to him make up for the ones that I don't. There's never a moment where he doesn't let me know that he loves me and my daughter. He sent me an Email and it was filled with so much love and passion, that I couldn't help but cry when I read it.

I know, I know, I'm such a corn ball when it comes to my relationship.

I just wanted to share my happiness!