First Ballet Class

You know those moments, when you feel like all the crying, fighting, early mornings, make being a parent all worth while? Well, I had one yesterday while watching MariElena in her first ballet class. She looked so grown up, it almost brought tears to my eyes. That was definitely a milestone in her Life. I only wish Steven could have been there to watch it. During her next class I'm gonna bring my camcorder and and send it to Steven. I know that he will love watching it. He was telling me the other day how much he missed her. It's a mystery to me how someone who is not her father can miss her so much, ask for her, talk to her, etc., But her real father who is just down the street can't even call her. Simply amazing isn't it?

~new subject~

When you're in the military the spouses have something called an FRG (Family readiness Group) which is supposed to be you're support for when you're spouse is deployed overseas. Well Amanda and I have decided that our FRG isn't worth a piece of shit. There's a website for our unit and it has links to all of the company's and our company is the only company that doesn't have pictures up of our husbands, or any updated information. That really upset me! I was looking through some of the pictures and the other company's are doing some great things for their husbands for the holidays, and ours have done absolutely nothing! So, Amanda and I have decided that we are gonna do something for our husband's squad on our own. We went to the store and got a bunch of stuff, and we were up until 2 a.m. working on them, and we are still not done! We figured, we don't need the FRG to do something nice for the guys, and since they aren't doing anything, we are at least gonna take care of our husband's squad. If you have any ideas also please feel free to let me know, anything you have would greatly be appreciated.